kame7188 @ 2010-01-12T20: 50:00
After 4 days without speaking, is that it has not affected much.
not talk to me.
So I decide to go to the living room to watch TV .... there can be only fuck television ....
I would like to change, be an asshole, do not have feelings.
Before, being in my room was what I wanted, my life was in those 4 Pader screen behind ordenador.Me've gotten so used .... Yego I ask what you do in this room? what do you do in front of the pc? still waiting to speak to you putting yourself emoticons?
always considered myself a strong person, but now I realize that I am a enclenque.Y believe me, I am fighting as I can.
I guess what we just work together and she still was not up to me for many things in common that tubieramos.
and I feel bad, because the long interest, believe me, but I'm really esque blank when I talked in front of pc.Que before we were hours and hours? as thousands of things we liked, common opinions, common rarities ... anything you no longer tenemos?
Me encantaria seguir desahogandome pero esque no se ni que decir para hacerlo...
La semana que viene le preguntare si quiere quedar conmigo, si su respuesta es si, espero encontrar respuesta de porque no quiere seguir.
Aprobecho para decir algo a alguien.Que te pido perdon,porque no solo ha pasado ni una ni dos ni tres,sino tres veces que te he dejado mucho de lado.y mas ocasiones atras, y siempre me has acojido y me has escuchado cuando he tenido algun problema, y solo con un abrazo me calmaba. Pero no siempre es navidad.
No se si era paranoia mia, pero note que no tenia que haber aparecido en tu casa ese dia,como si no estubieras agusto, porque sabias que buscaba desesperadamente que me preguntaras o me dijeras "ven a mi cuarto"
Lo veo justo.
Y bueno, espero tambien que no te moleste que lo diga aqui,pero no veo el momento nunca.
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